Ashley - posted on 01/13/2011 ( 8 moms have responded )
Long story short.... My 3 year old son's father has been with holding him from me, its been 3 almost 4 months and I haven't seen him once! I've gotten my lawyer and getting things going but I hate court, I'm scared to death of going in there in front of a judge and not knowing if I will get full custody of my own child that I've raised since day one. I know probably the main questions of everyone's mind is do I abuse my children... NEVER!! I have a hard enough time putting them into time out. My biggest fear is not getting him back his dad has never wanted anything to do with him untill he started keeping him from me and my gut feeling is telling me that it's all about money (he has to pay child support) that he wants to keep. My stress levels are through the roof, I miss my little boy, and I want him home. I've had many sleepless nights since this has all started and I have stressed myself out to the point I make myself sick. I've also had to start taking half of a sleeping pill to get my mind to stop racing. Can someone please tell how I can manage my stress with this because I know its not good for me, also if you have been through this kind of thing what can I expect to happen when court does happen please and thank you!