Kristen - posted on 04/21/2010 ( 9 moms have responded )
Im 18 and having my first baby in August. I love the daddy to death. We live in his grandmas house with 18 people. His family doesnt really like me and they think the baby isnt his because when i got pregnant we had just got back together from a 4 month break. I know he is the dad and he says he wants to be and thinks its his but he likes to joke around and say hurtful stuff like "DNA test pending"...I tell him it hurts and he says he wont do it agian but he keeps doing it...
Plus on top of that there is so much drama in the house. I have already fought his cousin that lives there. We are both pregnant. His borther and brothers girlfriend hate me. there is so much tension in the house u can literally feel it when u walk in.
I have recently started talkin to my dad who abused me when i was younger. I want to forgive him and move on but it is so hard. I want him in my daughters life but idk if i can trust him.
My mom is my best friend and is so happy im having a baby but she is addicted to pain killers. I dont want to be mean but she will not hold my daughter while she is taking pills. I told her that and she just blew me off.
My boyfriends mom and stepdad are so rude to me. She is happy to have her first grandchild but she thinks that she is in charge of my daughter. Like when we talk about stuff and i say im not gonna whop my kid she said that she is. I was beat when i was younger and dont want any hurt in my childs life.
We also just found out that his grandpa that we live with has cancer and will die soon. Its all over his body and even with the chemo it will just come back. they did a MRI yesterday to see if it went to his brain. We havent got the results back but im afraid its in his brain.
Im sorry guys i just needed to vent..