Livia - posted on 08/02/2012 ( 9 moms have responded )
Hi, I am 17, I have 5 month old and he is my everything. I got pregnant while studying in America for one year but I am from Europe. When I found out I was pregnant my baby daddy and I decided to keep him because we did love each other. During my whole pregnancy I was in Italy with my family and my baby daddy was with his in America because of his job. He came to visit me during my pregnancy once and then he came again for the baby's birth. But after the first time he came to visit me in Italy he would never call or text me anymore and he would never answer his phone saying that I was being annoying and that I was bitching all the time. When he came for the baby's birth we hadnt seen each other in 5 months and we hadnt even talked in 2 but he booked the flight and the day he arrived I had the baby. For the following two months we were in Italy with my parents and he was an awesome boyfriend and daddy. Right now we moved to back to America and we are living on our own with our son. We got married so I could stay here and in some years get my citizenship but right now hes never home. He leaves to work at 4 30 in the morning he comes back at 3 p.m, he eats what i cooked for him and then leaves with his friends or sometimes his friends come home to smoke weed with him. I feel really lonely and I dont feel like he cares about me anymore. Also since I got pregnant I stopped feeling like a woman and I just feel like a mom. Some weeks after we got married I saw some texts to another giurl on his phoine but when we talked about it he just said she texted him out of nowhere. Its really hard for me to trust him right now and I dont really no who to tlak to because my friends most of them left and the other cant understand me. I do not have a social life anymore I really dont know what to do. I am also trying to go back to school and finish at least my senior year online so that I can also take care of my son Francisco. So how do you not feel alone anymore? What do you do when you feel like shit?