Kaitlynn - posted on 06/25/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
So I'm 18 and 29 weeks pregnant with a baby girl (Kaylee May) and at first i was all about open adoption but now i'm having serious doubts. I didnt explore my option of being a mom to any extent just jumped into what the father of the baby (my boyfriend) wanted and didnt think about what I want. My family would love her and are a brilliant support system. I want to be there for her every minute of every day. I want to be mommy. I want to be the one she cries for. I don't think i can give my baby over to another woman. My mother and grandmother are both more then happy to watch her while i'm at school or work. Why should I give her up to a happy family when she already has one?
She's kind of a miracle baby, I had a misscarriage and was told it would be very difficult for me to have children, so she's my miracle and I don't know if i can let that go because I dont know if she'll be my last.