Julia - posted on 11/10/2010 ( 1 mom has responded )
I had to go back to work after staying home with my DD for three months and it absolutely broke my heart! I feel guilty, I am mad that I won't get to raise my own daughter but that someone else not only gets to, but gets paid to do it. I am so sad that I will miss SO many of her firsts, and I sit at work all day watching the clock and being miserable! My heart is broken and I don't know what to do, but I make more money than my husband, and I have our insurance so we really would not be able to make it if I didn't go back to work. On top of all this, I think I am either depressed, or my hormones are not back to normal yet or something because I am the biggest crybaby right now and that use to never happen. In the last month, it seem like i cry at least once a day, if not a few times daily. Has anyone else gone through something like this and if so do you have ANY advise for me? Preferably a great way to stay home with my baby and make money and keep my insurance. Thanx.