Amanda - posted on 08/27/2009 ( 15 moms have responded )
i had my twin boys 15 months ago. after my c section i was taken to recovery as normal and was there for 30mins to an hour i cant quite remember due to the anesthetic. when i got out of recovery i was wheeled into the nursery where my boys were under oxygen and the heat lamps. (i am in aus we dont have nicu in the hospital i was in) my whole family was in the room crowded around my boys and admiring them as family usually does but recently i am feeling upset that i didnt get to see my familys faces when they first saw my boys. one thing i always wanted when i had kids was to see my familys faces when they first saw my kids and now i realise that i will probably never get to see that reaction. has anyone else had this happen to them? i feel like i am being silly to feel this way??