Courtney - posted on 01/21/2011 ( 1 mom has responded )
Background: I am married and have a 3month old son, My husband and I have been married about a year. He is an officer and I am a nurse.
About a week ago I got an e-mail from a random woman who lives in our small little town claiming that she has been having an affair with my husband. When I asked my husband about this he explained that this woman was someone he had come into contact with during his job and she was upset with him because she had broke the law and was going to jail and she vowed to get revenge on him. She e-mails daily either with her account or a friends to tell me how my husband is cheating on me in graphic detail. I don't believe what she is saying but I can't help have some doubt. My husband is a very honest with me. He was married before and we have two step children and he knows how painful cheating can be and vows he would never do that to someone. However I can't help but feel like through the things she says my ego is just destroyed. I have been back to work for about a month now and i'm trying to balance being a new mom, a wife, and a nurse. I feel wore out and unappreciated. I want to make my relationship stronger with my husband, but I fee like I need to figure out who I am as a mom first. Any advice would be great.
I'm thinking about joining the YMCA to help me have an outlet and some me time.