Ashley M. - posted on 07/27/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
Ok, this is something that I need to vent out, it's something I wasn't proud of of what happened but I can't stand this on how it went out to be.
This morning, I had my 5 and half month old son with me in bed as I finished nursing and usually after his morning nurse he falls back asleep and I would go back to sleep. Within minutes goes by, both fiance and I heard a thud and my son was on the floor. Sure enough he had rolled off the bed. (the bed wasn't that high) My fiance had the nerve to yell at me telling me it's MY fault and literally freaked out because our son was on the floor. Not long ago, he had saw our son trying to get out of his playpen( just by reaching his arm up and trying to lift himself up while laying on his tummy.) the bed was set in the middle of the playpen) I was told to remove it and set it low down on the playpen. I didn't do anything about it because I know he wouldn't get himself out just yet as he is now learning to move, roll his body. So, I get the lecture saying that I was delibrating making this happen and was wanting to have our son kill and i'm not taking respondilbes and i don't care..blah blah and that I didn't do what I was told to remove the top part and etc etc. I said it was an accident and he said it was no accident. (I was thinking accident from rolling off the bed, and he was thinking the kid got out of the playpen) so I yelled thanks for making me feel like an HUGE dick and walked away. I came back realizing maybe he didn't know the baby was on the bed so I came back and said, " by the way, the baby was right next to me on the bed" We haven't said a word to each other this morning. I'm tired of him making me feel like a biggest unuseful peice of junk. instead of lashing out because the baby fell on the floor, stop and see if the baby is fine and ask where did he fall from n then go from there. Jeesh!
(I tend to have bad grammer and I hope this somewhat makes sense in a way