Shannon - posted on 11/07/2009 ( 1 mom has responded )
It seems like if it's not one thing it's another and it's never ending a break would be nice. for years I was in an abusive relationship like 17yrs. finally left with our four kids. needless to say our oldest has a lot of problems due to the years of seeing the abuse and many other things along with his adhd. My oldest Is also so smart almost at a brillant iq and will not apply himself he has no self confidence at all. and my secon son. well he's very kind quiet and you never know whats really on his mind. he has a hard time expressing himself. and has learing disabilitys along with adhd as well. so I'm always gettin lots of school phone calls between the two of them or having to pick them up ahhhhhhhhhhhh. my third one is a little slow in learning as well. but very sensitive and crys a lot and has a very big heart. and my youngest a girl is a terror tantrum beyond your wildest dreams. she works with counsilers. she pulls her hair out when shes frustrated. ect. and on top of that I have gotten remarried and all was going well and now not so much he doesn't seem to understand me like he said he did. like don't get in my face and yell at me. cause i have ptsd and some times it s like i'm not in the moment and i don't wanna go off on him i get scared. He calls me names just stuff that should matter but now to me it does. I've heard it to much for to long from my ex. I don't need it from my husband now too. and on top of all this my ex still is calling. still wanting to get back together he knows i'm married. I don't answer the phone but there are the timew when my oldest is communicating with his dad and then boom phones in my hand. I just want my husband to he my friend and a good role modle to my kids. they love him so much hes brough a lot of joy into our lives. and i miss that. I miss my best friend.