Angela - posted on 02/08/2009 ( 13 moms have responded )
I have never been skinny let alone small. I'm probably getting close to 300 pounds and I'm only 21. Ever since I got married and had my kids things have gone down from there. I'm a stay at home mom and I don't go anywhere ever. I barely even get outside because we have shady neighbors. I have exercise tapes but they get boring after a while. I have tried atkins weight watchers and just about anything you can think of I'm at the end of my rope. I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes with my last child and the doctor informed me because of my diagnoses and family history I have a 80% chance of diabetes and heart disease. I'm already showing signs of diabetes. My husband says he loves me but I know that looking at me can't be all that great. Then when I get depressed because I'm not loosing a lot I slip back into eating foods that I know is horrible for my body. Does anyone have this same problem or is it just me? If so how do you deal with it?