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its day three if no food, no water, no sleep. Im breaking down today, i cant stop crying, nobody understands how bad this is. I was smoking weed to help, because NOTHING works, doctors gave me everything they can and nothing helped. even the ER visits dont work anymore. I feel dead all day long, i throw up 5-7 times an hour. all fucking day, but i have to go back to work in two weeks, so i want to be sober and see if it went away, its still full force. I am at my wits end, i am having a break down today. i want this to be over .