Kelly - posted on 09/18/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
Hey. I am struggling so much, I feel like I don't love my baby. I was raped, and was impregnated from the rape. I met a man while I was pregnant who made me happy, but became abusive once the baby was born. I feel so distant from my son, he's such an angel and I love him. But i get so easily frustrated and sometimes downright mean. It's like I totally forget he's a helpless sweet gift from God....and I just lose myself. I want to be a better mom. It's tearing me apart. I know I love him, but I feel like I don't show it. I can't wrap my head around someone needing me. Prayers and advice please!