2.5 and halv years still cant go over it help whats happening?

Maggie - posted on 12/11/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )

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I have been wit a guy for 7years we had ups and downs like everyone alse i think. In 2011 i become pregnant n we decided to keep it. He was very happy. He wanted me to have baby for long time. When i was 5months he cheated on me. I asked if is this he want. He said he want a family but suddenly after a month he changed. My baby was premature i had so much stress crying everh night. Baby has been in hospital for 3 weeks in incubator such a nightmare. During the time he wasnt home much n arguing alot never wanted to go hospital wit me. always on my own. Seeing my son lying there was the worst pain in my heart. I tho u couldnt take it or
Make it. He left me for aanother woman. Suddenly he realised he wanted to come back but i couldn't jus let him in after all that too much pain. I have been resiving calls every nite morning from the woman saying he dorsnt love me he doesn't want my son. Suddenly something happen n thy breakup. Last year xmas time i went back home to sweden for holidays he said he will do anything to stay wit me n baby. I thought i still love him after all this so jus lets give a try. During a week i saw a msg coming up from another girl i asked who is it n he jus gave some Esxuse i asked you said you will do anything for me n baby n now again all this. I said to him to leave the house n leave us alone. He didnt have place to stay so he moved to Manchester last year after i told him to go. He had one night stand wit a woman she didnt wanna do abortion she keept it. Heis wit her now but he says he doesnt love her he never wanted a child. N i pushed him away. It hurt so much that i couldn't have a family for my son n this woman jus from nowhere got it all. I love this guy i gave him a child n i miss him but i dont know what to do i cry every night for passed two years is like a nightmare you cant wake up from. Hope you guys find it interesting to read it about n help me wit something i need jus few cluse. He says this will never be the same. Cuz he hurt me to much. He is ok there but is not what he wanted. ; ((((

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