Rolltidemommy6456 - posted on 08/21/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
I'm struggling with being a somewhat of a single pregnant mother with no help. The only help I receive is my mother allowing me to live with her. I am in desperate need of a job and its impossible to get hired. I have no transportation thanks to my "fiance" whom is locked up in county jail and is a drug addict. He has never done anything for me and our daughter much less our new child that is on the way. I love him to the ends of the earth and I cant find myself to be with anyone else. But on the other hand I am trying to get through everyday with the trauma that I was living in for the past two years living with him and his drug addict messed up family. I have also recently went through dramatic changes legally with my life thanks to him and now I find myself having trouble holding onto any faith that I have ever had. I am very scared and the only thing getting me through each day is taking care of my daughter and even then i am finding myself feeling lost and scared and on edge and its a whole lot worse since I found out that i am pregnant again after all this legal stuff started happening. Please Help if you have any words of wisdom. Its much appreciated.