Janice - posted on 10/22/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )
Years have flown by...stopped working to start a family and now that my son is old enough I really don't need to stay home anymore all the time. It's been 10 years since I worked in the office mgmt. industry and things have changed a lot and don't feel like I would fit anymore and really don't know what else to do. Have thought about going back to school maybe into the health industry for a change. I love to help people. Confidence shot though...energy levels low...can I do this again I ask myself? I do pray a lot for guidance and friendships, but as usual receive none. Husband and son is all I have really. My mom and brother moved too far away to just "stop by" for a visit. Alone a lot...sad a lot...why have people changed so much where they just want to keep to themselves? What happened to the neighbor bbq's and going to parks and playing baseball? I remember my parents doing that and hoped to share that with my family, but no one is like that anymore...so sad. I want another baby...have been trying for over 4 years with no success. Scared a lot but have thought of going to one of those fertility places. What to do, what to do...school, babies, making new friends...sometimes its too many choices and I just get overwhelmed and just stay in my safe place...home. Has anyone invented a time machine yet?? Anyone like me?