Brittany - posted on 12/03/2010 ( 6 moms have responded )
so does anyone eles feel blah all the time?
here is why i do(just need to vent a bit)
So i am 20 i have an almost 11mth old little boy. I recently had a miscarriage and we are trying again.My life has been turned upside down.My little family(fiance',son,and I) had our own apartment in a decently big city(me being a small town girl i didnt care for it)...so we up and move back to my hometown and stay with my mom and family(who said they would help get us on our feet) well two mths and we are still staying with them.....Im going nuts my fiance' just got a job and this is his first week there...he has been invited out to bars,poker nights,and dinner by people the just met(not that he will go,cuz he wont, but its just the point he gets invited)! i lived here for 18 years of my life and I never even get calls from my so called "FRIENDS".....this really upset me that he has friends and all I have is him and my son(which i love them both to death) but a mom needs friends too! even though we are staying with my mom, I cant talk to her about things like this...im just depressed(and with TTC thats not good).....I had sooo many friends in college before pregnancy and i never had nothing to do.....now i have no friends and NOTHING to do..its been 2 years since i "when out and partied" now i dont even know how to talk to people.......anyone eles feel like this??? or am i being stupid?
thank you for reading ♥