SDJ - posted on 02/23/2015 ( 2 moms have responded )
I hope I actually get responces back on this particular topic because I would appreciate the advice. I had my first child February 20th at 10:55am. It was the best day of my life and she is so beatiful but I had no choice but to give her up for adoption because it is the best thing to do for personal reasons. I love my daughter so much and would love to have her but due to circumstances, I could not keep her. When they rolled her out the hospital room yesterday, I cried so much. I kept everything the hospital gave me. I am so epressed and I do not want anymore kids or to be in any other relationships because their is nothing like your first child. I thought being 22 that I would feel like I am missing out on things like going out with friends but that was me being immature at that point in time. I want my daughter and would do anything for her but cannot keep her for reasons I believe are good. I would love to have a temporary adoption where once I graduated and got on my feet, I could take her. My babys father want sher too but he is unable to provide for her as well and his parents want nothing to do with her. My mom wants her but my mom has things she needs to work on that woul d hinder the baby in the end and I cannot deal with last. I am lost on what to do. I barely sleep, I hardly eat and depression is at its highest point. Please respond to my post. It would be very helpful.