Andrea - posted on 10/21/2015 ( 8 moms have responded )
Okay so here's the deal
I'm a 22yr old student and have been with my bf for 7yrs now, earlier on this year he had a baby with someone else and strangely at first I was fine with it. But now I just feel like I'm competing with a 7month old baby. My birthday was 2 weeks ago and we went out and stuff and I asked him to post my picture on his whatsapp since it was my birthday and he didn't. Now I don't wanna sound childish or anything but why wouldn't he do that when he did it for his baby mama? I'm not an insecure person btw the smallest things make me happy and that picture being up there on his whatsapp would've been the cherry on top for my b'day. We've been through a lot with John and I just can't help but feel like he wants to try things out with his family but is afraid at the same time. I just wanna know what's going on so I can deal with all this jealousy that's been stirring up inside of me. I don't wanna feel like this and I don't wanna start having crazy baby thoughts like "maybe I should get pregnant" and stuff. I hate feeling like this. The worst part is that we would have a kid but we decided we were too young, I fell pregnant in Sept 2012 and regret that decision everyday...I've tried to move on but I can't and this whole thing is talking it's toll on me. My mother passed at a young age so I really don't have anyone to guide me and give me sound advice. Please help!!