Sabrina - posted on 06/20/2016 ( 2 moms have responded )
Hi! So I'll try to keep this very short and simple! I'm 18, turning 19 in a couple of months and I am now 2 months pregnant. Me and my so called boyfriend were on and off for 4 years. So basically all of high school and now. We had discussed what would happen if I got pregnant before but he said he'd support whatever decision I made. Which made me feel comfortable. Now fast forward to me actually being pregnant he begged and begged me for an abortion I slightly considered it but in the end I said no. He through a fit tried to make me feel guilty for keeping the baby and even threatened to kill himself twice!! After he finally learned I was keeping the baby he just disappeared blocked me off everything. I decided to leave it alone and give it some space. I used someone's phone to call him just now and try to see what's going to happen. He called me so many horrible things told me I ruined his life and how he'll never forgive me. He didn't make it clear but I don't think he's going to be in the babys life. It hurts so much to me I loved him so much and I did anything for him and I mean anything!! He even grew up without a father and said he wouldn't do that to his kids. It also hurts me for the baby. I can't imagine what it's like to be without a father. I have amazing family and friends who support me and are willing to help in any way. But this hurts so much I even asked him how could he do this to me and he went off saying how could I do this to him etc etc. any advice please?