Charlie - posted on 04/25/2012 ( 1 mom has responded )
I was with an abusive partner for 3 years and left him in Jan. I am pregnant with his child. he knows it, his family knows it but they dont seem to care, they already have two kids from another woman and they dont want to accept mine. Hurts.
He recently replaced me with a woman I found out he was seeing while we were still together. So I am feeling that burn on top of having to rebuild, restart and move on with my life. I have been put on bed rest because of all the stress and stuck laying here till july with nothing to do but think and think and think. Ive tried reading, and it doesnt help, Ive tried sewing, knitting, anything with no luck. I just think about how I could have fixed things, why wasnt i enough, what if I never left, what if i tried harder, and why why why.
I know the answer to all of these are useless and not getting me anywhere its the fact there is nothing to keep me so busy I dont think.
Now I am noticing all my friends are posting pictures of their husbands and new babys, or I see mommys and daddys pushing strollers togeher outside.
I am having a hard time enough trying to start over, now I cant deal with this. What can I do.