Evelyn - posted on 04/29/2015 ( 4 moms have responded )
I'm 20 y.o I had my angelo 8 months ago and I'm the happiest I've ever been being a mother, I am currently looking for work, trying to get my ged, and attending college in june. No bills, all the financial needs are dealt with by my boyfriend. He is 29, but acts 18, sadly I will be splitting up with him soon since he is an abuser, not really bad but I'm still scared of him when he smacks me even threatens me. But he always says how I'm a bad mother because I yell at our baby, and says i stress out over nothing because I have no bills to pay or dont have to provide for our son.hes gone 247, helps me out in a great while holding him or change a diaper here n there, but when I ask for help I hear an earful saying it's my job to take care of our son, I don't do nothing all day n so on. I am expected to clean the house ( no one bothers picking up after themselves here or wash the dishes) and cook 3 meals a day for his ass, I do laundry regularly, but it's sometimes impossible to cook when I have my son who needs my attention. I always make sure his needs are before anyone elses. I get stressed when baby throws tantrums ( cries hysterical ) and can't heat myself sing or talk to him, so I started leaving him to cry in his room, it works out for me, but I also get stressed when I cook n he acts like he wants to eat or wants attention and just wants to be held n played with ( which I adore playing with my son n holding him just not when I'm trying to please his dad as well making him food or cleaning) & I get pissed when he's here n doesn't want to help when I ask for it. He tells me to get help, tells me there's. Other girls that have more than 1 baby, they are the 1s that should be stressed, and tells me to control myself, I'm losing alot of hair, I dunno if he's right cuz it seems I don't have alot to b stressed over.?