Any mums out there with Bi-Polar / Panic attacks

Lizzie - posted on 02/13/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )

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I am 3 and half mths pregnant I am suffering with acute morning (all day sickness) which is making it all worst, I have an 11yr old and have a history of depression and panic attacks. In the last 8 years I have learnt to manage and recognise the signs and either took medication or self helped, but t is all getting to much , I am 41 making me an old mum, my partner walked out 7 days ago after us trying for this baby for 4 years, it wasn't because he didn't love me he used to have a drink problem he was doing so well had a great job wasn't drinking things were good, but alas he fell of the waggon long story short he went out to work and i didn't hear from him for 4 days he was on a massive bender after many phone calls and all the worry he came hme and packed his stuff and left, he left because he knew I wouldn't put up with it again all the upset to me and my daughter he has caused in the past, there really is no way back for us hence why I feel so let down I can feel myself reeling into depression, I know I can't have him back because of things he has done in the past, it really was make or break, he will never change, I am just so down and I am trying to hold it together I can't let myself get into a bi-polar state of depression as i know how hard the journey back to normality will be and with a baby on the way i fear the worst, my family don't live local I have a few friends but they wouldn't understand, I have my amnio tomorrow I will be going on my own as well as having the baby on my own its all a very lonely few months I have in front of me, any kind words would be greatly appreciated :(

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