J'Aira - posted on 09/28/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )
My son is 2 now and I love this little boy more than life itself. It hasn't been an easy two years. His father is disabled (legally blind, needs a walker to get around) so its always been me who needs to take care of him. I feel like my family is no help. But whats really worse it seems like my friends, especially the ones who swore up and down I wouldn't be alone, never call me. I know I am a mom now and I can't do spontaneous things anymore, but nobody calls me to invite me to anything coming up, then they'll say "Oh well we figured you wouldnt have a baby sitter." On the rare occasions I do have one, i call my friends as soon as i have notice, but they all have plans. I just feel so lost and really so alone. I don't like to complain because i know i'm not the only single mom out there, but I just really feel like I don't have anyone to turn to.