break up baby daddy

Amayrani - posted on 07/27/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )

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i got pergneat at 15 im now going to be 18 in nov. ive been with the bby daddy for almost 4 yrs .we broke up during my pregnacy he was a jerk he woild treat me like crap i would begg for him to talk to me and text me back i had the worst pregnacy ever..after the bby was born he wanged to take him the day after he was born i didnt let him so he and his mother filed for coustedy in 2011 we have joined coustedy..i was mad i hated him some how we started talking again the bby got 2 uti's and i moved in with him everything was ok he went to school n so did i bt i then saw his notebook and found papers from other girls i asked him n he said he had just got her test bcus she asked him to get it since she wouldnt be their so i let it go ..i then got into his facebook and discovered he had invited girls over ..asked them out and took roses to them this was to multiple girls i was heart broken i wanted to leave bt i stayed with him i confronted him about it bt didnt care ..we fought argued i would leave come back and the same thing i then got close to one of my friends he too was going threw a break up and i talked to him about my situation n he would give me advice and stuff i decide to leave him i started to hang out with my friend and i started to like him and started to forget about the bby daddy bt then he satarted txting me and stuff n he saw i wasnt as intrested and stuff so after a while he moved in with me and everything was fine but on mothers day some1 txtd him saying hppy mothers day and he said he didnt know the # n i got very mad n sad he then told me it was his friend that he had be tlking for sum weeks cus she need a job n he needed her resume after that i kinda changed bt i somewhat move on bout it then when we got into and arguement i wanted to kick him out and he would fight so he could stay and last week on thursday i kicked him out thinking he wouldnt leave bt he did i then realized i wanted him to stay bt he left he then at night txtd me saying he regret it it was a plan he had to leave that we would live together in a home for us n stuff but i cried to my mom and dhe told me 2 stop tlkin to him for my sake he came by on wensdat0y he said he saw a futur with me and said he would come back before the week was over or the weekend and its now saturday i was asking fir him since thursday wen he was coming and didnt tell me when i started to text him text after text and he wouldnt reply i called and wouldnt answer all he said was y i was acting like that i know he said ahe was going 2 tlk to his parents bout moving bakk and he swore on isaac he would move in i believed him im 177 alomost 18 in nov. too graduated from hs with my bby turning 2 on nov too.idk wat 2 do i love him bt im tired of how he plays with me i have to see him when i pick up the bby every 2 days or when he picks him up i do love him and alot and i want him here with us but my mom thinks im better out without him since she says he never helps with the bby bt i miss him i feel so depressed i cnt sleep thinking about hes gonna have another gf and not me n stuff i just cry and cry and cant foucuse how can i forget and move on if i have to see him and wat not and i believe everything he tells me hes always on my mind and i want tp belive hes coming bak even though i know he not i texted him last night and told him im tired of being his fool and joke that i luv him bt my heart isnt a toy and its real and hurting n if hes going to txt me to tell me when hes moving bkk if not not to bother and forget about me and him and let me move on and foucuse om my educagion and son n work but i thought he would txt bakk bt he didnt and hasnt txtd bakk what so i do im tired of begging and like a pshyco on text him like crazy i love my bby boy his dad gets him tmrw and im pretty sure i will see him help some advice plase my mom and aunt have told me so much bt i yet dont listen to them sorry i wrote so much im just devistaed and nurt and taken as a joke that im not worth nothing;(

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