can not sleep! husband porn and drug addict...

Raina - posted on 01/11/2016 ( 1 mom has responded )

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I left my husband of almost 16 years end of October 2015. After he almost killed our daughter in a car accident (which they should not have survived) texting his drug dealer. We have two children daughter fixing to be 8 son is now 2 and our second son which I'm due to deliver in 12 weeks. I cannot sleep. I dream non stop of him... I love him and hate him at the same time. The last almost year of our relationship was unspeakable... he a molly and meth addict. And addicted to porn. I have spent half of my life with him as him and I turn 31 years old this year. Middle school sweethearts. My dreams are always the same. Abandonment... left not cared about. Our family not important and good enough for him. I haven't slept in 3 weeks. I feel like I also abandoned him. I know I made the best choice for myself and our children. We are safe. I'm fixing to have my ged and going back to school for a career. All to the thanks of my best friend and her family. :) . But I feel empty. I miss him...

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Raye - posted on 01/11/2016

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You and your kids will be better off for you not having to deal with that every day. Yes, you will miss him, but one day, you won't think of him, and it will surprise you that you didn't miss him for a whole day. Then a week, then a month. You can do better for yourself and your kids. You are strong enough.

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