Cheating

Marie - posted on 12/30/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )

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My daughter is 2 years old her dad and I were together for three years. He broke it off with me in mid September and I just recently now in December found out he started seeing a girl be for we even broke up and soon after she was pregnant and supposedly just lost the baby. Before that he had told me about us working it out and trying again. Then I found that out and as hurt as I was I wanted things to work for our daughter. That all just happened 3 weeks ago, yesterday I was able to guess his password and found out he had been talking to 9-10 other girls since before last December and all of them were about meeting up and having sex. And he had just messages a girl a day before saying about how he liked her and all this shit so I found her number in the messages and called her and we talked for over 20 minutes and she had no idea about the other girl being pregnant and she said that she was so sorry she had no idea bc he had told her so different from what I told her and she said that they hadn't done anything and she has a boyfriend. So I confronted him and he said he was drunk when he would message them and all this other bullshit. He's changed so much this is not the man I met 4 years ago it hurts so bad there's more to the story but this somes it up I don't even want to put the rest it all just makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like I'm going crazy it hurts so bad and right now I'm 8hrs away from him which makes me feel so freaking helpless I'm over whelmed scared angry I just feel so betrayed bc like I said this is not the man I met he changed so much. For awhile he thought I was talking to someone which I wasn't I gave him no reason to think that and I never hid anything from him it makes me angry with myself like what did I do to make him think that. I'm so confused I don't know how to cope with this how do I move on how do I stop calling him and texting him like crazy I just don't know how to handle this I'm hurting so bad. Apart of me would go back to him in a heart beat the old him bc I love him so much I can't picture spending my life with someone else having a step parent for my daughter I just don't understand it. I don't want to have to love someone else I don't want to have to give myself to someone else the thought of it makes me sick and the thought that it was so easy to start a relationship with someone else hurts so damn bad I just don't know what to do from here

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