Ashley - posted on 03/09/2016 ( 2 moms have responded )
Having trouble feeling beautiful again after having three kids. My stretch marks make me cry. I tgibk it might be the post partum depression trying to overtake my life again. I feel ugly and i cry trying to find clothes that make me feel beautiful. I can't wear a belt because i have "muffin tops". I want to work out but I don't because i worry that when i tighten and tone my vody my stretch marks will be more visable. About two yeara ago i caught my husband watxhing porn. I had our second child and was having really bad post partum issues and my husband and i were not sexually active with one another. I was really upset that i found history searches for pornography then since then i have had so much teouble believing that i am a beautiful woman. I feel ugly compared to the women he must have been staring at on the phone with their tight bodies and no stretch marks. My self confidence has been struggling for the last 2 years and even tgough he tells me im beautiful and that he is sorry i still don't feel beautiful.