Nicole - posted on 07/21/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
I was a single mom of my son, now almost 4, for nearly the whole 4 years.. my boyfriend & I have been together for nearly a year now. I am now pregnant again, 3 months to be exact. All I can think about is my son, for so long it was just the two of us, and I was okay with that, thats all I wanted. Thats why I'm considering adoption. I am financially stable to raise two kids, I have a good background, good family, wonderful moral support, but all I can think about is not being able to devote all my time to my son. I love him so much I just can't imagine ever taking anything away from him or making him feel inadequate. Is that horrible of me? Not to mention, since I found out I have been so depressed & so anxious (not to mention I'm sick all day sometimes so sick I can't get out of bed) my boyfriend and I have been fighting non-stop. I'm so scared I'm going to be stuck with 2 kids, alone & I really dont think I can do it, especially knowing how hard it is.