Natasha - posted on 02/23/2016 ( 5 moms have responded )
So was just wondering if there is anyone in here that is the mother of a child that was sexually abused by their husbands/boyfriends. Its been 3 yrs for me now since it happened. Most of the sadness is gone. But recently my mind has been replaying all the things I know about what happened. Its been "watching" scenes in my head that I don't even know are complete truths but are pieced together by what I know. I hear his voice talking to her, saying things I can't stand to comprehend. I hate it. It impedes my sleep, social activities, and controls my mood. Normally the thoughts come and then they leave being pushed aside and "forgotten" but recently they keep coming back up through out the day and won't leave me alone.
Please any advice that isn't "go see a therapist" would be awesome. I know I need to see one. I"m working on my insurance now. My children already have one and they are my top priority.
I just can't do this on my own anymore. I feel so lost!