Thabiso - posted on 11/20/2015 ( no moms have responded yet )
My name is Thabiso and ive just lost a baby due to ruptured ectopic pregnancy. My first daughter is 12 and 4 weeks back ive discovered that i was 14 weeks pregnant. It was the happiest moment of my life cos its been 9 years since ive wanted another baby.My husband abused me emotionally and it ended up being physically cos he was saying im a man and i couldn't make babies.After all that i decides to forgive him and I moved out of my house just for my inner peace. I met a man then i knew that i wasn't feeling well but being pregnant was the last thing on my mind cos i was seeing my monthly circle. Then suddenly my Dr confirmed that i was indeed pregnant. I was starting to get used to the baby growing inside and i enjoyed every moment even the morning sickness and the cravings. One day i woke just being fine and suddenly that afternoon i started feeling cramps and sweating. The pains were coming very strong and i was immediately taken to hospital and on my arrival a sonar was done and i remember hearing my baby heartbeat and it was so strong and alive. They told me that the baby is inside the tube meaning they have to remove him. I fainted and the next thing i remember i was taken t theater for emergency operation cos my tube was ruptured. Its been 2 weeks now and the pain feels like yesterday,i feel like i have this huge hole inside of me. It hurt like hell especially when i see a pregnant woman or a tiny baby.