Dorothy Jean - posted on 07/14/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
I believe it is the youngest one who is at the root of this evil, and has dragged the other two down to her level. She has hated me since she was 15 - big long story that. She simply refuses my calls, texts, emails, etc. and disappears out of my life. The middle one goes out of my life off and on and this isn't unusual; she comes back as though nothing has gone on.
My oldest, now, that is the most hurtful and devastating one of all and the most recent.
I am pretty ill. I admit a lot of this is my weaknesses and frustration with being unable to do for myself, and their impatience with me. The youngest was good at first, but it got old for her. The middle one would try, and helped along the way here and there. With her though, it gets thrown in my face just how much she has helped. My oldest...I can't even talk about it. I've become a blubbering idiot with it. My Psychiatrist said to me that this is taking too much of a toll on my health, and I need to maybe distance myself from all of it. I can do that and I do think its best. I'm simply caught between writing them each a letter (a real letter) letting them know what I'm feeling or just letting go and tend to my health issues before I have a serious health problem. I've already had one stroke and several surgeries. I'm getting concerned about that. I don't really know what I need from you out there. I honestly don't. I found this website and figured it couldn't hurt.
Feeling ignored, isolated, hated, emotionally drained...