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me & my partner for the last 3 years have done it so hard! we moved over from the uk 3 years ago with nothing, we have moved from gold coast to cairns to now living in melburne. on our way to melboure we crashed our car so now renting 1 wasting money that we dont have, we lost all our furniture and r starting with nothing!
my partner works mon-sat full time then goes to the gym i have no family / friends or support i feel lonely & stressed. i have not gone out in 3 years well probz 3x for less than 3 hours max i am with my kids 24/7 & would do anything for help.
i wish all the time for extra money so my kids can go into childcare so i can have alone time that i need desperatly & so i can find a job. we have 1 car & the past 3 years all i have done is stayed in the house which is depressing for me & the kids! the cost off everyday living is rising ie petrol, food shopping, rent rises, paying debt off & renting a car all off 1 wage! its so hard stressful & feellike i am the only person feeling the pinch right now even thou alot of other ppl r but most ppl have family to help having kids overnight or family gathering we do nothing, we never have any spare money or time alone togther as partners.
my kids fight all the time n i no its bcoz they r frushtrated! im lost seriously i know i am a strong woman iv been threw so much so i know i can cope but ijust needed to express how i feel.
i want to enjoy being with my kids n apprecate them but i spend so much time with them im just me, like they dont apprecate me at all they never listen to me ever n ye. ok iv had my winge on how i feel n what i am going threw n ill just keep on wishing for a car job & some extra cash lol!
love my kids & partner & wouldnt change it for the world just wish i could give my kids a better life ie communicating with other kids any1 other than there mother coz i no they r sick & tired & bored of me! i want them to feel excited when they see me...
thanks for reading this :) there is alot more on my mind but im sick of blabbing now... is any1 feeling what i am feeling?