Eating disorder/low self esteem

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Kim - posted on 06/13/2014

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I don't know if I have an eating disorder,, I don't eat huge portions , I can't eat a 3 course meal but I can eat a huge bar of chocolate or a whole packet of biscuits or 3 slices of cake , but I eat them all in secret . My mind wanders & all I want to do is eat sweet stuff it's in my head all the time . I feel disgusting , I cannot look at myself on a mirror , I've not been to a hair salon for 3 years because I can't look at myself and I can't get my picture taken not even with my children . It's my daughters school prom tomorrow and I know she wants a picture with me but I don't want to do it & I know I'll waste the picture . It's really ruining my life . I feel incredibly selfish but I can't talk about it because nobody knows my secret do I just keep buying & hiding sweets.
I get angry with myself & I feel terrible while I'm doing it but it's the only thing that my brain seems to think about , I've heard of sugar addiction but this seems extreme . I don't know how to stop

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