Bernadette - posted on 02/18/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )
There's a guilt feeling when I knew that I was 20weeks pregnant already with my baby. I was working overseas that time to help my family way back in the philppines. We are not prepared with this wonderful blessing. I fall inlove with this guy and it was late when I knew that he has his own family with a child. I feel so depressed that time.. especially when his mum was there when we are together and the most painful part we are living in the same house in Singapore... and they keep those painful lies to me I was really hurt and more that I want to know the real story about his wife and his kid. I found out that his wedding was fake and all set up with his wife... his mum and my exboyfriend also lied with the other girl. I tried to fight for our love regardless who will get hurt..but unfortunately he chose his said wife with fake marriage. I found it out thru legal papers that it was all a lie. Its not healthy for me and to my baby to stay with them while im pregnant so I decided to go back phils with my family to support me emotionally,mentally and physically I lose weight due to stress.. Now im recovering back things for my daughter. Cos when I told my this guy about my pregnancy he really don't care he never call me and he don't want me and my child. I will stay strong for my daughter she's my new life despite of my mistakes and foolishness in life. I know we will survived. I'm currently preparing to give birth on June. We are always praying for my safe delivery and an excitement to hug my dear sweerheart.