Lacye - posted on 09/07/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
I have really needed to get this out because I have started to freak out. I am currently 19 weeks pregnant with my second child. With my daughter (pregnancy 1), I would have the crazy preggo dreams, but most of them were more hot than anything else. With this second child, I have been having some pretty scary nightmares.
One nightmare that keeps reoccurring is I am standing on a bridge with my 3 year old daughter Lily. She is playing around, nothing serious and then next thing I know she falls off the bridge and I'm too far away to save her from falling. I get to the edge of the bridge and I look down and start screaming because she has hit the concrete below and her skull is shattered.
The next one that freaks me out is I am standing around outside with some friends and family (me pregnant of course) and all of a sudden I look at my hands and they are covered in blood. I look back up and all of my friends and family are dead. Sometimes I have slit their throats and sometimes it is more gruesome than that. But each time I have that particular dream, I am killing these people and I have a smile on my face.
There have been a few other dreams where I am in fist fights (while pregnant) and most of the dreams I have had lately have been extremely violent.
Now I am not the violent type of person, I never have been. But I just have no idea where all of it is coming from. Most of the time, I am extremely passive when it comes to certain situations. I just can't figure this out.
Oh and the only way I can get a good night's sleep with no dreams at all is if I watch porn before I fall asleep. It's weird but I'm being serious.