Ayanda - posted on 10/07/2014 ( 2 moms have responded )
C ant even begin to describe the enormous guilt I feel. I am a 25 year old working mom of of the most beautiful kids in the world, but for some reason I just cant seem to be happy. I can get through the day by plastering a fake smile on my face and smiling like I don't have a care in the world. but when I get home, and all is quiet, the reality hits me so hard I cant eat or sleep. many a time my daughter has woken to find me slumped on the couch crying my eyes out yet I cant even pin point the reason for my extreme sadness. I feel useless and as though I am the worst mother in the world. it has gotten to a point where Im contemplating sending my kids away coz I just feel like they deserve better. I wish I had a magic pill or a tub of magical ice cream that would just take all these feelings away. any advise would be appreciated.