Sonia - posted on 09/13/2016 ( 3 moms have responded )
Hello, this is my first time ever writing on a website like this. I just feel like im getting depressed and I dont know who i can really talk to anymore. I am a single mom with a soon to be 3 year old. my life is basically a routine, monday thru friday work from 9 to 5 and then go home and be with my son. sat & sun at home with him or visiting my brothers. I used to think i had friends but once i got pregnant, its like everyone desappeared. plus i dont go out because first, my family is old school, no one will babysit for me to go out with friend or just to go shopping. i guess i understand them, idk i feel like the reason they wont watch my lo is because he is mine and that y i had him. right? he started preschool last week and he attends with his little cousin who is a month younger than him, and my sister has always made me feel like my son isn't smart like her daughter. i can see that her daughter likes to draw, color, books and all that stuff but my son just doesnt....i try to ignore when she tells me about how her daughter is doing and that she does this and that all on her own...but it makes me feel like idk.....i would like to go out and just relax take some fresh air,even if it is alone with no friends, since i dont have any anyway lol...i just feel alone sometimes and want to move far away but i know there is no away that i would be able to be good economically with my baby and us alone...