Krystal - posted on 08/21/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )
I'm 13 weeks, this is my second pregnancy and I have never felt soo depressed! I've been crying for 5 hours, I've got a lot on my plate at the moment and getting pregant was the last thing on my mind. My boyfriend of 4 years and I just moved into our own place trying to get our life styles on the same page. Which has been complicated because I have a 7 year old from a previous relationship, he hasn't gotten use to. I already felt like things weren't working now this. I'm trying but hormones are going crazy then I found out he was on steroids which explains a lot of our arguing but now that I'm pregnant everything is my fault I'm crazy. He's yells that I don't appreciate him which I love when he shows effort but its rare and he holds it over my head. He tells his mom about the rare occasions that he's Mr perfect and that I'm Satan. I'm starting to feel crazy and extremely alone. I work full time as a chef, I recently cut my hours at work because I have no help with my son who has autism, which also my bf won't let me forget. I'm really drowning indebt because of everything and have no help. My bf says I can ask him but every time I ask for something little he precedes to hold it over my head. I don't know how much more I can take of everything. I told him 2 weeks if we can't make things work we go our separate ways but I'm ready now except where do I go? Help.