Toni - posted on 02/19/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
I had thought this was the month. But my period is due in 2 days and all the signs are there that its on its way. I'm just sad. I thought it would be a cinch for the 4th baby but instead its been harder than the other three were. I haven't been trying for as long as some but it doesn't lessen the way I feel right know. Every period is a disappointment and to top it off I have 2 friends that just announced they are pregnant without even trying. I'm happy for them don't get me wrong but, I can't help but feel that twinge of jealously. Its like my body knows this was going to be the last addition to our family and is denying me. I feel like i have know one to talk to because most people think we r crazy to be trying for a 4th in the 1st place.
Thanx for reading