Feeling Stuck

Jennifer - posted on 05/21/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )

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My husband and I have been together for a few years. We both have children from previous relationships and in the beginning we had a lot of trouble keeping the peace, which it has gotten to where it is calm and settled now between our children. Husband and I decided to try for a baby and wham I am now 3 weeks away from my due date. I am very excited for our new addition and cannot wait to hold my precious baby in my arms.

Aside from that, I am feeling stuck. I found out when I was around 4 months pregnant that my husband had been unfaithful to me throughout the course of our relationship. It hit me hard and took a lot out of me. He told me he was a sex addict which I couldn't fatham because he was never really an affectionate person towards me and he was never in "the mood" too often. After finding this out he went to counseling for a month and stopped making up excuses. I found out he had been back to his old ways and I kicked him out. We began seeing a counselor together and I eventually let him come back after about 2 months of being separated. He said he has stopped doing things and talking to other women and said that he stopped watching porn altogether. The other day I found out he was still watching porn and I guess it has hit me all over again. I know things won't happen overnight, but he made these promises to me and I feel like he really doesn't care. I don't know what to do. I love him, but I feel like I can't trust him. I feel stuck and our daughter is almost here and in a way I kind of don't want him around me. We are still going to counseling, but I don't think it is helping. I guess I am just looking for some guidance on what I should do.

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