Kimberlin - posted on 10/19/2016 ( 4 moms have responded )
When I was 4 months pregnant my fiance passed away unexpectedly. I came home from work to find him dead in our room. He threw a blood clot that developed after he had surgery on his foot and wasn't put on a blood thinner and told not to put pressure on it at all which left him stationary a great portion of the day. This was a 6'5" 424 lb man. I'm now 7 1/2 months pregnant and I'm not sure what to do. I can function during the day well enough, but at night I'm just crushed with grief and can't sleep. I've developed really bad insomnia. I want to feel excited about our son coming in the next couple months but at the same time I'm terrified of having to raise him with out his daddy here. My family is supportive but it's not the same. I cringe every time someone asks me about him and phrases like "I bet his daddy must be excited!" make me cry. I don't know what to do.