Gina - posted on 06/11/2014 ( 11 moms have responded )
I have a 3.5 yo boy. We never bonded, I blame the 2 epidurals and spinal at bIrth.. I was so drugged up I just couldn't. When I basically came to, I recognized I was going to have problems. Yes, in the hospital I saw my kid was problematic. He didn't sleep for 2 yrs, and is a picky eater. Then came the hitting and punching. I thought it was going to be a phase. Its not. And the name calling. Also not a phase.
I've never had any help with him, although many ppl claim to have helped.
I used to spank and punish. I'm to the point now where I've completely stopped dealing with him .. I ignore him. He's only remotely nice when he wants something. Then as I fulfill his request, I'm called names.
His behavior makes me want to leave him. I fantasize about taking a bunch of pills .. I doubt he'd care either way if I'm dead or alive.. whose eye would he blacken?