Ruby - posted on 11/11/2013 ( 1 mom has responded )
I had been with my fiance for 4 years . We had ups and downs but i was besoted we worked through it.
i then got taken into hospital and found out i was pregnant . One of the happiest moments of my / our lives.
but i also found out that my fiance had been having an affair behind my back.
with so many decisions to make . I decided the right thing to do was to remain together and try to work through it.
since then everything was great our son was then born in June and we were a happy family. But the live i felt for my son grew stronger and stronger to an extent where everything i had emotionally blocked out with my fiances affair .. Came flooding back again and we haven't been right since.
i am no longer happy and i no longer love him the way i once used to . We are great friends so it gets complicated when trying to make the decision to leave or not.
he tells me we should at leasf be trying for our sons sake but i don't think i should live a lie .