Help :(

Taylor - posted on 01/03/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )

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I'm so destroyed and I don't know what to do my boyfriend and I have a 16month old daughter together and he cheated on me with another woman with two kids of her own and left me and now he keeps going back and fourth between us both but she will not leave him alone and keeps txting him and it's confusing him and making him miss her and then he has mixed feelings about staying with us... He has cheated a lot on me and yes I'm stupid for taking him back and I realize he has something wrong with him because he is never happy no matter what he misses me when he's with her and misses her when he's with me... I don't trust him and I'm unhappy most of the time worrying myself sick that he will just up and leave me for the 20th time and counseling is the only thing I can think of to help but he has a long track record of cheating on everyone he has been with and always finds excuses to make himself feel better by blaming me for something or another that I'm doing wrong... I don't know how to move on or what to do and I keep letting him come back because it is my daughters father but even on that note he isn't a good dad he spends no time with her didn't want her and gets annoyed but when we are separated he wants to take her for the day and threatens to take me to court to get her every other weekend but I can't trust him with her and do not want her around other woman or people I don't know he is all about money and idk if he will really take me to court but that added stress that I'm trying to escape by being with him to and when we are good which isn't very much we are awesome and laugh and it's amazing and that's all I think of when he leaves I no this all sounds pathetic trust me it's been going on for a couple years but I honestly need support and ideas on what to really do :( I'm broken and lost

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