Irina - posted on 04/13/2015 ( 1 mom has responded )
Hi. Everyone! I'm from Massachusetts and I am not sure where I should go to church. I've been too so many and can't seem to stick to one. I don't know what it is but I can't seem to find friends. I don't know like I have a hard time with opening up to people, a lot of times I don't feel good enough but I KNOW IT'S A LIE! I know that I have really good qualities for example: I'm smart, funny, outgoing, friendly, caring and I have a really good heart. I have been rejected a lot in the past so it's hard to find friends especially now that I have two little kids. I dk why I just can't be ME. The church that I think God wants me to go to is very small and there are only 2 moms there for now and they have women's group every other Saturday which I will start to go to. Also I will be hanging out with mom's from a different church in the summer playgroups and hopefully that'll be the summer that I actually develop relationships. I know a bunch of mom's but I just can't seem to get them to hang out with me..honestlyI have a hard time being me because I have a lot of stress in my life and it causes me to be anxious and cannot concentrate and chaos. I'm a really good person I just need to make some friends to walk this life with, for support, encouragement, to socialize, to relate and feel confident and not go crazy from loneliness. Should I just go to the Saturday groups? I also have another q: I really want to get involved in church to teach Sunday school but it's so small and there are only 4 little kids all different ages. One is 2,3 and 4 and 3,babies. I love that it's smaller but at the same time it's tough Cuz who's going to watch my baby who is 1 while I teach? This other church I go to has a lot of kids and has sunday school in place and everything. The smaller church doesn't even have day care. I do what I should do! I feel like if I had friends I wouldn't be so confused because I would have support and someone to figure stuff out with.