Jaaaamm - posted on 07/19/2015 ( 5 moms have responded )
My daughter whom is 17 is defiant. She started drinking at 15, smoked pot in the past, came home covered in puke. It's frustrating because I don't know how to discipline her. I told her to leave out of anger, I didn't expect her to actually go, but she just packed a bag and left. When she goes out, she ends up coming home 3/4 in the morning, or she doesn't go home. We never allowed sleep over, but when she turned 17, she just started not going home (she has only done this twice) When she is mad, she go she goes insane, she starts crying. blaming everything on my family and I. She has even snuck boys in the house while I was at work, got an IUD inserted behind my back, I've also found condoms in her room... I have taken away her phone, yelling at her, grounding her.. She has extreme little fits whenever we yell at her. I learned recently that she lost her virginity in the 7th grade as well... She was molested when she was 3-4 by a family member (which i also didn't know about until her counselor accidentally disclosed this information).
Is it my fault? My daughter had an extremely hard childhood. Her dad and I had to work late nights, so she was brought to her grandparents place. Her dad used to beat her over the littlest things when she was younger, he would also lock her out of the house when she was 3. Now whenever they get into fights, shes not scared anymore to stand up for herself, she yells back at him. We didn't know how to show emotions so she was never exposed to love in a sense, well that's what she says, we never went out as a family, we were just there to clothe her, feed her and provide her shelter. I've always felt bad so I always financially spoiled her because I was never there for her. She got counselling, medical help behind my back, I had no clue she was on anti depressants since she was in grade 10... I had no clue until she opened up and told me, my husband and I tried to change our behavior and actions but she's still bad. She overdosed in the 7th grade for the first time, and again in her grade 12 year (which was this school year).
She is extremely independent, a 90's student who wants to become an oncologist, cooks and cleans. She got into university and is moving out in August which is less than two weeks. She didn't want to go to a university which we live by, but rather a one which is 3 hours away. She gave us three options; 1) She takes out student loans and works part time without our support OR 2) Help her with school (we have 90,000 saved up for her university in an education fund) and she works for her rent or she can take out a student loan. She seems to have her life all planned out, I have no control over her, she just doesn't listen, she just screams shouts, or ignores.
I know she loves me, she loves her family a lot.. I've seen the care and the love... She does listen 75% of the time. Surprises us by cleaning the entire house, baking us goods, setting surprise baths.
What do I do? Should I make her stay until she turns 18? How do I make her show some respect when shes angry?: