Stef - posted on 09/12/2014 ( 1 mom has responded )
I just found out that I'm pregnant with my second baby. I'm honestly not 100% sure how far along I am because ever since I had my daughter my periods have been irregular. My daughter just turned 10 months and while I love her more then I can describe I'm pretty upset about this second pregnancy. I'm engaged to the father of my children and he is very excited about this second pregnancy bc he wasn't there for the beginning of the first one.. I'm just in a point of my life where I'm not sure where I'm headed or even where I WANT to be headed and I'm nervous another baby is going to derail me even more. I love being a mom but I want to be MORE then just a mom forever. Am I selfish to feel this way? I think maybe a lot of it is that I feel like I JUST went through all this and I'm nervous having two babies so young will suck any extra energy out of me. How did other moms deal with having a younger baby and being pregnant? And how do you deal AFTER? How do you still keep your goals while being the best mom you can??