holding strong and not giving up

Inikki - posted on 12/02/2013 ( no moms have responded yet )

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I notice how my life works.its like throwing bricks at my head to knock me down.I have my first Job which I'm always trying to make the best of.I'm trying to start school in january I'm want to get in shape Tired of feeling self conscious of my body of a little loose skin That keeping me from looking awsome in anything i want to wear.im out side collecting my concentrated thoughtS ;and prayers together.and a very rare beautiful fruit punch red bird flew into a tree.whoah! the most beautiful thing i ever saw.i said to my self thats what i want to be a beautiful bird flying free showing off my feathers! I woke up and my diamond in my ring was gone.my boyfriend sometimes i cant read him maybe its just me and i have a good feeling that its not.he didnt seem to care to much! On the 4rth we have court from fighting when the twins were 2 weeks old.i hope he isn't going away i Hope they just throw it out and be done with it.how the way i feel is that i want to be unconditionally loved and i'm not.so I'm kind of wanting to break off the hurt from my life and move on.he's a older man I'm a way younger girl let someone else have that compassion and love you won't.im ready to throw in the towel with all of this and continue working on a newer stronger determined me.with a man or no man.i probably need this time for me and my babies:) determined bird

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