how can I forget my daughter's father?

Daniela - posted on 01/06/2014 ( no moms have responded yet )

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Hi, I'm a single mother of a beautiful princess, I am 22 she is1/2. I met her father 3 years ago he was the best then we decided to get pregnant and start a life together, we were giing get married when I was 3 months... when I was finishing my first month he told me trough the phone that he used to love but not anymore and he didn't want to marry me. My pregnamcy was a disaster. He came back on dic when i was 4 mon t hs he cried and ask for forgiviness i did abd the 3rd day he said he was doing he didnt feel confortable he left. Then after that ibstart looking for him ibwas really depressed and one day ibwent to his room and found out in his cellphone a lot of pornonand picturesof hos exgorlfriends and some pics of me thatwas horrible I left. When I was 8 months a friend of mine called him and told him inwas really really depressed he looked for me and one night i found out he was inlove with someone else... the news were horrible so I gave birth at 8 months...he told me no baby I do love u .. he waslieing he left me with my 12 days baby..... he said he had never bn with this girl since we met.... Iidk bout that. We came back 10 times during the perid I was raising my daughter but he lefr me telling me he was thinking anout this girl. So finally infound someone else I fell almostbinlove but this guy was married so I left him and then my babys fahter came back looking for me and me stupid came back with him ... he moved to my place and everything but he is really machista and he don't act like someone whon wants a family he still slepping at his mom house sometimes go to the house sometimes noand he acts like he dodon't care bout anything.... so last week I went to his house and I gound out he was watvhing porno I got mad because he rather to be in front of his computer and maturbate than go to my house and make me love. I tolg him he digust me he was nasty and that I didn't want to know anytjing about him anymore. I really want tonforget aboutbhim cuz I am one of those girls who think like inwant a familiy doing crafts always, going out together... dieing to get home and be with my husb and bab... like a traditional family. Help how can I forget about this cuz I am.ver sensitive and averything hurt a lot jist as the first day.

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