Harper - posted on 10/11/2012 ( 2 moms have responded )
I am so upset, I have a almost 2 year old son and have found out that we are expecting again in June 2013.
We are young. I am 18 going on 19 and my fiance is 19 going on 20.
Heres a bit of back story;
I am still living at home with my mother, 4 siblings, myself, fiance and our son in a 4/5 bedroom house.
My mother is very disappointed in us, It was one time and we screwed up.
We pay our way and are not on welfare, we have a car but still trying to get a driving permit (we have just been lazy about and catch buses)
I just want this to be a bad dream. We need to moved out if we have another, Im scared we wont be able to keep up with bills even though my fiance makes 27 a hour it only on call and there is never a set amount we recieve.
We supportour little family easily but we do rely on my mother for our washing and meals.
I'll be honest I am a lazy mother. I dont do our washing, do not cook often and I'm slow to do the housework or though I do take 100% care of my son.
I dont want an abortion or adoption I couldnt do it but I am prochoice. I need a hug! No one here will listen, my fiance is upset and my mother is angry.
Its keep it or magically miscarry. I have begged the heavens or whoever is up there to just give this chid to someone who will take better care of it.
Someone anyone give me some hope that I can pull this off and carry this child and be a good mom!!
I honestly want to die right now.